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Saturday, August 2 2008
am looking for Intimate and friendly spirit with dedication, love and purity does not see this latest sex Shi for life and fun, love and tender Inner always the dignity to tender i am an , Sagittarius, to the truest sense.....this will help anyone interested in getting to know my personality. I live for my existence as a muslem egpgte Male proud and always willing to do everything I can to make friends and through that. My family is the most part of my life, I will do anything to make sure they are happy and successful. by me! I love art, poetry and music and I guess I can be somewhat eccentric and over the top in regards to that side of me, loyal to those who deserve it! My motto: Everyone can benefit good things from the negetive things they face in life. You just have to be willing to see the brighter side. . .
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. Hi everyone, I have no idea what this blog is about just yet.I hope you like my new background. Its more doodles.
Re: My last blog...
Well, my last post certainly seemed to create some interest and generated some great comments.
I just want to say that I don't think I "need" a woman to make me feel whole. But having a well suited partner would certainly enrich my life in many ways.
And if I find someone who is right then that would be great but I am not desperate or out searching every night for someone.
I am just happy to go with the flow and if something happens then I will take a chance but if not I am no less of a person.
Another thing I find thinking about is children. There are many babies being born to my colleagues at work, young couples who have just gotten married (or not) and I guess it starts stirring the old grey matter around.
Although I would like to have a child, I would not want to do it on my own. I believe rightly or wrongly that a child should come out of a loving relationship.
Now that may sound old fashioned I suppose, when there are so many women out there who are deciding that they need to have a child before their biological clock runs out, so are checking out the sperm bank and having a child on their own, without a partner.
That is great for them and I say if they want to do that, go for it. But I couldn't do it.
I now think the probability of me having a child of my own flesh is very low but I have always thought if I have a child great but if I don't or can't then that just the way it is.
I have never felt a really strong urge to have a baby I can't really explain why. Maybe because my husband was too unstable and I didn't want to bring a child into that kind of environment. Maybe I am just not the mothering kind. Who knows really.
But if I remain childless then that is fine, after all I do have my fur children anyway.
Love Me xxxx
P.S. Who is that doggie? That is Anneken my next door neighbours son's dog. He had a sore ear and had to go to the vet the other day, and he looks so darn cute with that bandage and collar, I just had to post him.
Saturday 2 August 2008 - 04:46PM (EST) Permanent Link | 5 Comments
Why I like and don't like being single...
So as I was walking home from work this afternoon I began thinking about some single women that I know who are totally not interested in ever having a relationship again.
Mind you they have been married and have grown up kids, so maybe they don't feel they need a man in their lives as they say they are very happy with things the way they are.
Are they really happy this way? Are they just too set in their ways to put up with a new person in their lives? Are they in denial? Maybe they just don't want to be vulnerable and hurt again?
There are many pro's to being single.
No one to answer to.
Don't have to depend on anyone but yourself.
Don't have to worry about anyone but yourself.
Can mostly do what you like when you like.
No arguments over the remote control or anything else for that matter.
But there are also many con's.
No one to depend on.
No one to share good and bad times with.
No one to hug or kiss.
No one to appreciate your cooking.
No one to tell you that you are the most beautiful person in the world.
And I am not talking about this stuff in a way you share it with your family.
I am talking about an intimacy that you can only have with a partner that you love and that loves you. Your family and friends just never can provide that kind of thing as far as I am concerned.
So I have trouble understanding the logic of these women I know. Because I don't like being without that kind of intimacy in my life, and lets face it even if you have casual sex with someone that still isn't real intimacy.
Having said that, when I am in a relationship I am never totally dependent on a man nor do I feel I "need" a man to feel "whole".
A partner however can help you grow, enrich your life, and teach you many lessons.
I won't deny that I have a longing in my heart to find someone with whom I can have a great close, happy and intimate relationship.
But this isn't a plea to all you single guys out there either.
I don't think that I will meet this person online (well perhaps online dating) but I certainly don't believe in long distance romantic relationships that are based online. I need to meet someone to know if I would get along with them. Apparently, smell has a lot to do with who you find attractive and you can't smell someone over the internet can you?
Plus I love Australia and really wouldn't want to settle down anywhere else.
Well, thanks for listening to the meanderings of my little mind.
Have a great weekend everyone.
Love Me xxxxxxxxxxx
Friday 1 August 2008 - 05:23PM (EST) Permanent Link | 10 Comments
Crazy Doodle Time...
So, I know I haven't written a proper blog in weeks, and there are several reasons for this.
Firstly, I had an infection in my sinus for about 3 weeks so I just felt pretty crap most of the time.
Secondly, my stupid internet provider reduced my monthly downloads from unlimited to 12GB which I ended up using up, so then my internet slowed down from ADSL to dial up. I had no idea what was happening and spent all day reinstalling my software thinking something had happened to my computer. Finally, I thought I would go to the providers website and check my account and found out that I had used up all my downloads for the month.
I was so angry, they had rung me to renew my contract but did not tell me that now for the same price they only offered 12GB per month instead of unlimited. Now I am on 25GB but I am not very happy and may look for a new provider very soon.
Thirdly, my legal case against my siblings has been taking up a lot of my time. As they are trying to prove my mother didn't have the capacity to write her will, I applied to get her medical records from the hospital, which I finally got last week.
There was 422 pages of stuff dating back to 1998. Needless to say I only needed the information from after she had her stroke in 2003. I found quite a lot of good information that stated she could communicate and understand what was going on.
I spent a whole day transcribing 26 pages of hand written clinical notes to submit to court as evidence for my case. But hopefully this is going to prove that she did have the capacity to make a will even if she could not speak very well.
And I have been so busy at work as well and so tired when I get home.
So forgive me for not blogging sooner. I also visited my favourite crazy shop, so will have a few interesting products to show you soon.
Hope this finds everyone well and happy.
Love Me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sunday 27 July 2008 - 10:07AM (EST) Permanent Link | 7 Comments
Will blog soon promise...
in the meantime here is a cute picture of my little Truffles.
Isn't she gorgeous, look at her beautiful tail.
I have been having internet problems so once this is sorted I will be back and fill you all in and maybe even post a crazy doodle I did the other day while in a very boring training course.
Love you all,
Me xxxxx
Monday 14 July 2008 - 07:27PM (EST) Permanent Link | 8 Comments
So its been up and down...
Yesterday I had a really lovely morning.
My friend Dei phoned me up early and asked me if I wanted to go out for coffee, so I suggested we go to the new markets that just started up near where we both work.
Both my neighbours/friends were going to the market too so we said we would meet up for a coffee.
We wandered around looking at all the things for sale. I bought a small block of organic chocolate that goes to help endangered species.
Then we sampled some Hungarian doughnuts which were just so yummy! Forget Krispy Kreme, these buns were so natural tasting and still warm with sugar and cinnamon on them.
Finally we all sat down and had some coffee and good conversation.
Then we girls decided to head off to the local church second hand store.
What a great morning! Sometimes its best to do things on the spur of the moment.
The week before last was very stressful because my lawyer was finally putting in my application to court to fight my siblings for my mothers house.
They had actually put it on the market with a Real Estate Agent and not told the Agent that there was a caveat on the property and therefore it could not be sold until I lifted that caveat. She was very surprised when I told her hahahaha!
Anyway now it definitely wont be able to be sold until the court case is over which won't be until August but hopefully it will all end then and again hopefully in my favour.
If not I don't know what I will do.
Because I will have a huge lawyers bill and nothing to pay it with.
Oh well can only hope for the best I suppose.
Anyway, thanks for listening.
I hope everyone is well and taking care of themselves.
I miss you when I don't spend much time here but things have been a bit crazy over the last couple of weeks.
Love Me xxxxxx
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